grief

Getting back to normal finding the new normal

I think we would all agree 2020 has been one heck of a weird year. When I think back to Nan going into hospital back in February despite only being 6 months ago almost to the day it feels like a completely different life and world. Coronavirus was present as there were plenty of signsContinue reading “Getting back to normal finding the new normal”

Grief – catches you when you least expect it.

Wednesday was four months since Nan died. That is 1/3 of a year – gone in a blink of an eye. Surprisingly, given the year that as a world we have had and the fact I have spent a good chunk of the last four months at home, its flown by. As a family weContinue reading “Grief – catches you when you least expect it.”

I miss her, but I am glad shes at peace.

I miss Nan so much and part of me wishes so so much I could have her still here with me however, part of me is relieved she is at peace now. Is that me saying I am glad shes not here? Of course not. Am I glad she isn’t suffering anymore? 100%. When sheContinue reading “I miss her, but I am glad shes at peace.”

Together at the end.

It is by chance that I came up with this post idea and today (6th of July… who knows when I will post it) I still don’t know how comfortable I am with the idea of sharing this with you all but I realised I rarely discuss my feelings and on this I would likeContinue reading “Together at the end.”

I really miss you

Before I know it two months will have passed since Nan left me (us all). Those two months have really flown by. In a few weeks she is being put in her final resting place which is with my grampy and I think I might feel at peace a bit when she is with him.Continue reading “I really miss you”